Saturday, March 31, 2018

Ethical vs Practical : The war has just begun within her! (Part 1/5)


(DISCLAIMER : The story, all names, characters, and incidents portrayed in this story are fictitious. No identification with actual persons (living or deceased), places  is intended or should be inferred)

"You are not the Alankrita we know from the years!", all of her friends sounded in unison.

Alankrita is a young, charming and ambitious girl in the faculty of arts in a prestigious university. From the advent of her consciousness; and as it unfolds her life, she has developed a strong ideology about life and her cognitive thinking improved exponentially over the years. To say, she is very mature, is an understatement. Albeit she is orthodox as a person, she has a eye-catching physique, which every girl dreams of. This beauty with brain, is one of the student celebrities in the campus with more followers on her instagram. Boys in the campus are avid for her but no one is on par with her, in the levels of maturity. She has a strong sense of ethics in life, which are building blocks of her ideology. Spirituality is one of her strengths.

Aryan is a handsome, energetic and determined boy in the faculty of medicine. He is studious and has high perseverance, as required by his course. He believes that everything is by choice and not by chance. He is a mother's boy in contrast with the conventional boys. Although he lives in the world of science, he believes in the traditions and culture, which, atheists call as superstitious. As a student of medicine, he always asked himself, whether he would envision the fact of precise time when life(soul) or a metaphysical concept begins in human. The curiosity to know the answer, paved the way for developing passion in him, towards research in stem cells. He decided that any type of implication- either social or cultural in his life, should not hinder him to carry out his passion. Meanwhile, as he is digging in the secrets of almighty, God has a superior plan for him.

Alankrita has immense respect towards the life of others. She proves the fact that - with the sensitive body, girls are given a sensitive soul. As she is unique among the girls, she dwelled into her sensitive soul to realize it. This nature of her, made her the representative of social service wing in her university. She led the wing with all her friends and conducted many service oriented events not only in the campus but also in public. She has an encouraging clan at home, who is her asset. She enjoyed many cheerful moments with her cousins in the vacations and in one of the vacations, the joyful swing suddenly turned into a dramatic  accident of her very close cousin. She ran to the hospital as quickly as possible, to know that her cousin was doing well but there was a huge loss of blood. She rang few numbers from her mobile but no one answered. She realize the importance of blood donation by the virtue of this incident and she immediately calls up for a blood donation camp in the campus so that no one suffers like her cousin in the future.

On a fine morning, the calendar marks up blood donation day. Alankrita with her team made all the necessary arrangements for the camp at the Kalam memorial building on the campus.

She received a text from an unknown number which says, "Hello, a young medical team is going to assist you at the camp, please kindly support them! Thank you! ☺️ "

She replies, "Hello! Sure, we are ready to assist them in all ways possible! May I know who is on the other side?"

Her phone blinks with a text, "I forgot to mention, please arrange some nutritional diet for the donors, otherwise it would lead to problems! Thank you!"

She ran towards her car screaming at her friends, "Urgent! Come fast". Her friends were startled with the high-pitched voice of hers. They thought something has happened to her cousin who was in hospital. But later realized that they forgot to bring some nutritional diet for the donors and that was the reason for her scream. Alankrita is such a type of girl who is very sensitive and reacts extreme even for the small things, which would not only cause inconvenience to the people but also questions her activity.

She drove to the market and bought some food items for the donors. Amidst of busy time, she realizes that she forgot to write back to the text which caused this panic but helped her in the good cause. She grabbed her phone and writes, "Thank you again for timely text about food! Grateful to you! And you have skipped my text about who you are! 😉 "

She keeps her mobile in her pocket expecting a reply. All the arrangements at the Kalam's building fall into place and they are waiting for the doctors team to start the camp.

A bus half filled with people in white aprons arrive at the place. As a representative from the university, she went near the bus to welcome them to the camp. As she was in a formal conversation with the head of the doctor's team, a young male doctor gets down the bus. He was handsome and attractive. She put her ears in the conversation with the chief, while all her eyes followed him and ended with a eye-line match and a 'Hi' by both the parties without a formal word.

Although, she updates her instagram with the details of the event, she knows the importance of a beautiful girl going to the classes of students and encouraging them to donate the blood. She is mature enough to play constructive tricks for a better society. She leads her team to let the students know the happenings of the camp on campus. Undoubtedly many students turned up for the camp and as a initial gesture she hears an appreciation from her professor. She was delighted!

She checked her mobile for the text she was expecting but no notifications showed up as she swipes down her screen. She checked in True caller but there is no information regarding this number. She thought someone is playing on her.

"Aryan is serving a lot with passion among all of them!", She hears from her friends in a trivial talk.

"Is he the short but handsome guy with a blue stethoscope around his neck?", she asked in  anxiety.

Her friends took her by surprise after hearing her words with a clear description of small things about a guy.

"Yes, he is Aryan", said a girl to answer her question and to lower her adrenaline levels. "As a matter of fact, I felt some good vibes on seeing him for the first time and once again I am proved to be correct with my senses", she said.

She started showing her interests towards him, to see him and to observe his passion and commitment towards his work.

"Why are you doing this to me, take my blood too! I am brown but my blood is red as yours! Take mine!", a guy shouts at the blood testing area.

"What is the problem ?" Aryan asked his colleague who is a girl. 

"Aryan, we can't take his blood as his blood alcohol content is slightly higher than permissible levels", she replied.

"You damn girl, I didn't drink for the past 48 hours as required by the conditions of donating the blood, even if there was a party hosted with alcohol last night!", the guy shouted at her.

"Sorry sir! We understand you, but we can't take it!" she replied him in a pleasant voice as a natural asset to a girl. Meanwhile this news spread like a wild fire and Alankrita ran to the site to cool down the emotions.

"Why the shit you should understand me without accepting my blood" the guy raised her voice against the girl at the test center.

"Sir, Please calm down and listen to me. We are allowed to take the blood whose levels are lower than acceptable limits irrespective of the duration from when they did not drink. If we take your blood now, it may harm other individual in the future, which is against law. And this is very unethical to you too!"

Alankrita sensed that the words are convincing!

"So sir, please donate your blood tomorrow which helps people and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for taking part in the good cause. As a thankful gesture, I myself will visit you personally to make arrangements for your blood donation," Aryan offers an apple to him.

"She is also a young girl who is working for the betterment of the society and I am very sorry to hear harsh words from you against her although I understand your emotion. It would be good on both sides if you would request an apology to her, I request you!", Aryan said in a more satisfying and convincing pitch.

"I am sorry" the guy said to the girl at test center.

Alankrita who was watching this short emotional movie from the distance, thanked Aryan from her heart for cooling down the emotions and paving way for a smooth running of camp.

"He is a champ! He deserves unconditional applause from everyone of us!", She said with her friends.

Her friends senses that something is interesting in her metabolism and started to tease her! "Stop it! I am very clear with myself as of now, I like him at the moment I saw him and I like him more with his actions!"

"Shall we go and tell him about this insta queen ?",  a friend of her put a proposal.

"Will you please stop it here?! What are you gonna tell him ?! What do you know about what I think of him ?! Nothing! So stop and no involvement please!", she said in a firmed voice to check their senses, which thought of something interesting in her metabolism.

As the time is progressing towards the dusk, she is bringing all her strength to talk with him. Even if people are very strong by nature, they tend to struggle to talk to the people whom they admire!

As more donors turned up, they fell short of the certificates issued by the welfare society to the donors. This issue came to her notice when she was in the process of taking steps to talk with him. A friend who passed this information also puts a bug in her ear about losing chance to talk with him if he leaves.

Although being worried with the shortage of certificates to the donars, she was excited to see Aryan walking towards her vicinity.

"Excuse me! Can you please lend me you mobile to make an urgent call to my mobile which I can't find, to call to the welfare authorities?", she finally talked with him!

"Sure, here you go!" Aryan handed over his mobile to Alankrita. First time two names together.

She called to her number which was purposefully kept silent with her friends. She is an intelligent girl who takes the advantage of situation in a right manner 😉.

"Thank you! I am Alankrita!", she offers an handshake.

"My pleasure, I am Aryan",  he reciprocates for the offer.

"Nice to meet you! I was very impressed the way you handled and convinced by your words at that issue with alcohol guy! Thank you for supporting our cause!", she said to him in a girlish tone.

"It's my pleasure to meet you too! Thank you for the compliments! I heard a lot about you, your ideology and your welfare actions from my chief and colleagues who follow you on instagram!."

"Your ideology seems interesting and I am inspired by it", he added.

"That's nice to hear from you, I need to go as I need to make a call to the committee for the certificates,  hope to meet you soon in future! Bye!", she doesn't want to leave but her commitment to her work makes her leave!

"Sure, see you soon!"

The camp ended on a good note as they not only acquired good number of units of blood but also she got his number.

She realized that she would be writing her semester finals next week and starts her preparation. Although back of her mind she wanted to text him, but the fear of exams refrained her from doing it.

Alankrita is a girl with lot of passion towards her studies. She prepared well for her exams and starts her exam tomorrow.

"All the best!", a texted popped up on her mobile.

Due to her busy schedule during her exams she did not care of any notifications on her mobile.

"Aryan!!!", Aayushi, who is Alankrita's friend sitting next to her, yelled his name on seeing the notification.

"What?!" Alankrita is taken by surprise and instantaneously garbs her mobile to check it.

It reads "All the best!".

A smile pops up on her face, on the other hand, Aayushi starts teasing her on seeing curves on her face.

"Aayushi!!!!!!!, tomorrow we have an exam. Read!", she said to her.

"I know that 'we' have an exam and what does you read? 'All the best?!' " , she does not stop teasing.

"Stop it! Leave me alone for some time!"

She thought in multi dimensional ways to reply to that text, but she stick to basics. "Thank you! How does you know about our exams?", she texted back.

"Akshara told me about the exams! Haha!", he replied.

Akshara is a mutual friend of both Aryan and Alankrita but only Aryan knows the fact.

"Oh! You knew Akshara! Cool! By the way I was surprised by the text", she replied.

"I knew about your exams so thought of wishing you luck, anyways I am not going to disturb you more during the exams, see you later, bye!", she received a text.

"Haha! Thank you for the wishes, see you! bye! tc!", she replied!

Alankrita with all her strength in the subject, reciprocated the same on every paper she wrote during the exams. Finally, she completed her exams successfully!

As soon as she finished her exams she texted him. They both chatted for long hours, day in and day out.

They both shared their views, memories etc. like a conventional girl and boy chats.

Aryan shared details about his research and Alankrita showed keen interest on his professional research, not like a conventional girl who does not! 😉

She asked him more and more questions about the research which triggered the things, which Aryan did not touch or think off!

He was very happy with Alankrita's questions.

Sooner but not later their texts turned into voice calls. They both treat each other as good friends, sorry, best friends!

They continued to talk for an year and half the similar way expressing their joy, sorrow to each other. Being a sensitive and emotional girl, Aryan stood by her side in many instances during her weak periods. She felt a feeling of happiness from the soul and secured when she speaks to Aryan.

On the other side, Aryan sees her as a best friend of his without any intentions of love in his heart and also in his texts, at this moment. But he knew that, she is a nice girl with admirable ideology. He is fearing about something!

Alankrita was totally impressed by Aryan, the way he talks, the ways he comforts her, the way he makes her smile, the way he looks at her, the way he stands by her when she needs a person, the way he handles her, makes her think more about him!

She spent many nights with her pillow and blanket thinking about him. As a girl with good cognitive thinking she thought in every angle possible to share her life with him. Yes! Finally she decided to propose him!

On a fine evening in winters during their conversation she texted, "I wish and hope Dr. Aryan as my better half!"

He was shocked on seeing the text as he did not smell anything like that before with her.

She was very excited to receive a reply for the text of her life she sent to him.

"So, did you had your supper?" he acted as he skipped that text, with a diplomatic question.

"Yes! and you?" she replied knowing that he purposefully skipped the text.

At that instant she was taken aback by the way he acted to her text of life. But she loved him to the core and she expressed it with full passion.

Aryan in his leisure time during his research gave a thought about the text he received from Alankrita. He started thinking about the proposal for few days.

They were in constant touch with each other as before, as of nothing has happened in between them.

Aryan, thought that he is thinking too much on the issue, so he decided that he wants to turn down the proposal, not because he does not like her but because he believed that a relation now will hinder him from his research, which is his passion and also he feared about his mother, as how she would react to this!

After few months, Aryan texted to Alankrita saying that he wanted to speak to her. She sensed something fishy with that text as earlier he never asked a permission to call. Her heart started to beat faster and faster on seeing the text. She sat back and relaxed as she was very clear in her mind and in her thoughts. She believes that he is her soul mate no matter what!

The next day, Aryan called Alankrita and said, "Firstly I have no feelings for you! I understand your feelings and respect them! Hope you understands me and finds a nice guy who will be better than me. We shall be best friends!"

She was devastated by his words. She broke down in her heart but she stood strong in the call. There was a feeling of moisture in her eyes. She felt that world has ended!

"Hello Alankrita, Hello... Hello... Hello!" he was on the call but later realized that she dropped the call.

"I am sorry if I am harsh with my words!", a text popped up on her phone.

"No problem!", she texted back with heavy heart.

As friends they talk to each other, not as often as earlier, but they were in touch at least once in a week. Aryan was surprised to see low grades in his test. As a first reason for his low grades he put Alankrita in the list. He thought he was being disturbed by Alankrita.

So, he decided to stop talking with Alankrita and work seriously on his domain. He convinced himself that, if he talks more with her he would encourage the feelings in her and later she would repent. So, as a better choice he convinced himself not to talk with Alankrita anymore. Here he showed the thinking of a conventional boy/girl after a proposal to his advantage.

On the other side, Alankrita stopped receiving replies to her texts, at least  not even once in a week. She was shocked to see his behavior, as he said that he would be her friend. But he believed in herself and her love towards him.

Time had passed but she was with the same kind of passion for him. She texts him on every anniversary day of her proposal, wishing that he would understand how important he is in her life.

Seeing the pain and agony she faces with her pillow every night, her friends tried to convince her to leave him. But Alankrita as a very determined girl, she says, "Even if there is 0.001% (infinitesimally small) chance, then I would definitely go for it! Irrespective of the context, I will go for it!".

She is very strong by her ethics. Her friends told her to leave him and search for her love. She straight away turned down the point of love for the second time.

On a night out with her friends she asks, "You love a person by heart and soul and if he/she does not accept, you go and search for second one, and if he/she does not accept, search continues until you find a positive reply and you say that he/she (with positive reply) is my love! My question to you is, how ethical and genuine your love is towards the first and second ? If he/she does not accepts you, then , you turn down your love? Is this ethical ? And if you got accepted by the first love, you say that he/she is my soul mate and if he/she does not accept and if you go for second and third your actions say that your love is not genuine and ethical in first hand!"

"We agree to the points you say, but, be practical Alankrita, don't be silly!", says one of her close friend.

"If you agree to my points, then why do you say I am silly?! You are unclear in your point and not me", she responded.

"You were a girl who was a dream girl for every guy in our campus. From years, you were struck at Aryan and you did not even notice how your health is being damaged cumulatively", another friend added.

"I am being ill because I am not taking proper diet and not because of Aryan. He was, is and will ever be my love!  I love him no matter what! I don't expect the return from him! If I expects something, it's not genuine from my spiritual ideology. I am being myself and loving him unconditionally. I am genuine and ethical to myself because at the end of the day, I should convince myself than to convince you or others!", Alankrita firmed her voice.

"We know that you have a strong perseverance within you! But what can you gain when he is not ready to accept you? Practically speaking, its waste of time, if I am not harsh! You are wasting your energy and the love you show towards others. It is concentrated on a person who doesn't even thinks of thinking of you!", a friend of her raised her voice.

"I believe in my love and I have hope in it! If I doesn't have hope in it who in this world will have the hope in it! I am ethically genuine to myself and I love being me!" Alankrita responded.

"Let me be more practical, now you are almost at the verge of getting married. Your parents might be seeing best partners for you! What would you say to them?" another friend asks her a straight question.

Alankrita cries! "Am I wrong being genuine and ethical ?! You may see me as being away from practical sense but can you say that the practical theory what you proposed is true and ethical to the best extent?" she said in a low husky voice wiping off her tears!

"You are not the Alankrita we know from the years!", all of her friends sounded in unison.

( Will Ethics gain an upper hand over Practicality or Practicality gains an edge over being Ethical ? Will Alankrita find her Aryan ? Alankrita meaning 'Sense' and Aryan meaning 'Noble' in Sanskrit. Does this Sense make some 'Sense' to meet her 'Noble' ?
To find answers to these questions and many more... STAY TUNED!!!)


Interesting ?!!! Continue to Episode 2

Will be happy to listen to your views on the characters of Alankrita and Aryan, and anything related to the story, post your comments below! Thanks for reading! Cheers!






x

Saturday, March 24, 2018

break-up : letter to a sister!


(DISCLAIMER : The characters portrayed in this are fictitious . No identification with any real persons) 

Toulouse, France
22/03/2018

My Dear Loving Sister,

Hope this finds you well. I write this letter to express my views and opinions. Don't consider these opinions as my requests or suggestions or what so ever. Once again I state, these are just my opinions to give my perception!

Firstly, I respect your decisions in your life as an individual because that's your basic democratic right which law of land has provided to you. So, I respect it. I also agree that, the big decisions we take in our life are not taken in haste but by thorough process of our perception, conviction, thinking and understanding. When we are in good pages of our life everyone supports us, but when we are in difficult stage of life, generally many people will move away, but some will stand with us. I believe from the bottom of my heart that I belongs to the latter 'some' people, not only in your life but every one's life who are close to me.

As I said we take big decisions of our life with lot of conviction and perseverance, these decisions should be made after large degree of consensus with the people whom we believe are, well-wishers  of our life. Ultimately, we follow our heart but when we hear people's perception of things, we will know the new dimensions of it. This is very significant because, I believe that life is a practical experience of our perceived or convicted theory. As we say, theory and practical should go in tandem; not only in science but also in life! Of course, we listen to their ideas and see the new dimension of it and we may agree or disagree on it. In this context, people may play with emotions which are very sensitive, but we should only consider the truth rather than carrying away with emotions! When it comes to more personal issues, I agree that there would be some points which could not be discussed even with close ones, but in this case there should be a mutual consent of both the parties facing the issue, because I only believe that, 'Love' is true and genuine which does not have shades. There is no 'fake' love at all, instead of adding 'fake' to the word love, I don't like to name/consider it love at all and undercut the power of 'love'.

As a brother, I see you as a very emotional person from which I know you. Whenever I had a fight with a person on ideologies or anything, I see the positives and think of nice emotional bondage I had with that person, rather than the name of him/her in bad books of mine. This paves path for me to reconnect with that person, because as I said earlier life is nothing but experiences with people. When we think of the nice and beautiful time we had with the person by recollecting the memories and fantasies we thought of, our brain will be freed from unnecessary stuff and definitely we shall be relived psychologically. I think this is the first and foremost thing one should do in the time of crisis.
When it comes to relationships, the first thing people say to me is, neither you had an experience of being in relation in the past nor now and you talk about it. I agree I neither had it in past nor now, but the fact is, I am in relationship with 'myself' from the time my cognitive mind started thinking. So with that experience I speak today. Being committed in a relation is itself a genuine task with lot of emotions, convictions, perceptions and of course love. When we are in this genuine feeling, we arrive at many ideological, behavioral, attitude differences. But the super power of this genuine feeling (I stress 'genuine') is to overcome these differences. This is the sole reason I believe, why this emotion of love still exists in air. Many people becomes prey of these differences as they don't see the super power of this emotional feeling because of many reasons which include impatience, insecurity and I believe in a strong reason that, they don't believe in the 'emotion of love' and are not eligible for this feeling. This is very unfortunate in some terms.

I hear people complaining that love is full of sacrifices and we have to forgo a lot to accept others and I am the only one doing this, he/she does not even care to do a small thing for me . I laugh internally when I hear this. Because, in spiritual sense, our journey is to a place where the term 'I' (here, not only refers to ego) drops down, as the soul of ours and soul of God unites and there is no existence of other thing to advertise us as 'I'. Similarly, I see love as an emotion where two souls meet into one and there is nothing as of 'I', because, 'I' drops down. When there is no 'I', there is no point of sacrifice for someone. To reiterate, when there is no 'I' and 'You', where is the logic of sacrifice?!

Finally, the term 'break-up', I get laugh when people use this term. When we are in genuine emotional connection with a person,  we are already united as one soul and I never heard of a break-up of one soul into two. Even I think a costlier endothermic fission reaction also cannot make this (on a lighter note!) 😉. According to me, where ever there exists this genuine emotional bondage, there, the word break-up does not exists! If anyone claims that he/she is in this genuine emotional bond, they are not authorized to use this word; as that emotion and this word cannot exist together! So, why this word exists?! I only see this as an excuse to find a better person in terms of career, physical, financial, societal norms. These are just my views on the society, this may not directly imply on you, but I am just putting my perception of life in words for your benefit. See the positive side of life, the emotions you shared, the good time you spent together, the fun you had being one etc. Everyone will have gray shades in his/her life. As I said, the word sacrifice does not exist in same place where this emotional bond exists; take the gray shades of the person as an experience to convey him/her, so that gray shades does not turn black. This is one of the good way to solve the issues if we have any.

I agree that basing on the societal, family extensions we are involved, we cannot show the utmost purity what the emotion of love expects/requires. If the differences are large enough and the two souls (not 'one') want to move away, I think the mutual consent is extremely important. Moving away without mutual consent is very illegitimate in my opinion and one who does this, are not only, being not genuine to themselves but also to the pureness of that emotion. From spiritual sense, I see 'break-up' as a ethical divorce and 'divorce' as a divorce abide by law of land. So, mutual consent is significant as emotions are involved in the context.

Finally, as I said earlier, think about the good times you spent together, fun you had, emotions you carried, the fantasies you thought of as a couple and many more good thoughts. These positive things will drive us with more energy and passion towards the ethically right things in our life. Hope you will also be driven to ethical genuine side of your life very soon! I wish and pray for your unity! 

Best wishes and may God bless you!

Your loving brother


Saturday, December 17, 2011

the last look . . . ! (jabbed from some real lyf incidents!)

A newly nuptial juvenile couple entered the airport at 11pm ….as the date was not changed, that day; it was the day of their marriage…. Albeit their first night, they were intended to visit the airport as the groom should leave for U.S.A on an urgent meeting ……As they entered the departure terminal, there was a sense of orgasm in their eyes, as they booked two tickets in alacrity and excited to see whether their tickets got confirmed……

But unfortunately only one ticket got confirmed….and so groom was leaving for U.S.A…….the sense of orgasm in the eyes of bride turned to a sense of moisture on hearing the news…….meanwhile groom held her hand tightly and said “Shall return back in two days…..I assure you!”………

She rearranged her eyes back to usual position and held a smile on her face, intended to make her better half feel at ease in voyage and not to upset him at this ‘reach your zenith’ situation…..

She wished “Bon-voyage” and hugged him tightly …..At this position there both eyes were in a straight line of sight each looking into others deeply….!....they maintained solid silence in between and suddenly the bride’s eyes turned with moisture…..!!!....the bride was unable to leave him…!

An announcement by the British Airways disturbed them…..the announcement called for the check-in of their passengers at the counter….Now the groom told her not to fear and he would return in two odd days and made eye contact with her to confirm what he said and took his baggage and moved towards counter without losing the eye contact with the bride for the maximum distance possible…!

He completed the process of check-in and again arrived at the departure terminal near his wife before entering the security check….as once he enters security check he cannot return back… 

He came back for the last look of his wife before departure…..this last look would be very thrilling or exhilarating or breathtaking or awe-inspiring…..whatever you call it as!….it would be like ‘give up anything item for the required’………He held her face in his hands and again made an eye contact to make her confident about his return and kissed her……

After the above action, he left for security check and while turning a 90degree turn where from he would have no clue of his wife ….again saw for the last look which again would be an infinite dollar gift…!!!

*****

A brother and his sister who are very close to each other and they are like ‘how the theory of relativity is significant to Einstein in his observation!’….they was that much dependent on each other for their either survival……

But to their fortunate of unfortunate, sister got selected in a campus placement and need to go to Pune for the job required……it was a condition of neutrality to both of them as the happiness of getting job is cancelled with going away from each other….but to say, they were in a state of negativity rather than neutral as their going away from each otherness was more than getting job….!

But at last, as one cannot move against the will of nature, she decided to go to Pune hoping an early transfer to their home place….brother went along with his sister to the railway station to sendoff  her ….As the train was on time that day (they thought usually Indian railway would be late!!! …but they were unfortunate in this too!)……she boarded on to the train and her brother told her all the necessary things every brother would tell his sister!

As the train whistled the last signal noting the departure of it….all was ready for the last look of their beloved ones…..the last look which would be very precious and very pure would impend a sense of pleasure and happiness in the minds of individual …….I personally would give away anything for that LAST LOOK…!!!

*****

A boy and a girl who are classmates…..rather than to say classmates’, ‘gung ho’ classmates will make it profound……albeit of their two years of education in the same class, they did not talk to each other but each was well known to other ……..the boy who always wanted to talk with her but never dared to do so……he always liked her smile and he always wants to see it on her face…!

In the two completed years of instruction, that girl always held the merit of excellence and always she was followed by that guy……Although he tries to jab that merit from her but he feels that the smile on her face, when she gets merit of excellence feels him better than any other else………..

Although he is one of the meritorious student of the class, he would come to college just because to see her and for that the last look in the evening……that girl comes to college in her BMW driven by herself and return to home along with her friends in car…….

That premier car was tinted all around but it was not done at the driver’s glass……it was like a coincidence or God’s help to this guy (may be too superstitious …!!!)….so that, that guy can get the last look of the girl everyday in the evening……..that last look which would be very loved, very valued, very worthy (whatever you call!)….he would get immense pleasure of that last look….
Rather than talking to her, he feels better of getting the last look of her in her non-tinted car….!!!....He completed his two years of education in the same manner …….and I could definitely say that he would complete the other years of education in the similar demeanor……but I donno when this stupid (not in its actual meaning!) guy will get his merit of excellence from that girl….. :P 

Thursday, November 24, 2011

a travel from rogue to rogue^2......


Akshay….Akshay….Akshay…
As this name resonates, the pumping of heart, of gals reaches extreme….and of boys; their heart just pumps itself out for this guy……
On a fine afternoon, a guy came running to a class and made a skid at the door to give a negative acceleration……
“ffff…ffff…ffff….” these have nothing in relation with ‘F’ words but they are breathing notes of that guy!
“Akshay…!” …..as this name was pronounced from his mouth….all gals surrounded him, as they went to beat him!!!…He was pretty confused and a music note was clear to him from those surrounding gals…..which was ‘what happened to Akshay?’….
“Some guys are trying to jab Akshay under their boots in the ground…..”
“ohhhh..nooo!” they all sounded in unison and ran towards ground.
As they were going near to the ground, they saw Akshay from the threshold of vision and started shouting for his rescue……
They saw a boot, which was a half foot away from Akshay’s face being acted upon by a force in the direction of negative acceleration due to gravity…….that force was acted upon by a guy, who is the closest to Akshay and intended to visit the college for his friend’s rescue……
After the action had completed…there was a buzz of whisper among the equals of Akshay about the guy who rescued……
As soon as the buzz started, the intelligent boy Akshay noticed the murmur and answered the buzz by introducing that guy as “Akhil…a friend of ours…..”
“Ours….???” All noted in unison……
“yes ours indeed……”
“New admission….?”
“No….one of our old pals…..”
Akhil….though his name starts with 1st letter, he is last in his class as per the marks record…..he often attend the class work……rather than often it would be better to say never…….  
Akhil ….a good impish guy…..seems to be quite opposite words but I think these words describe him better than other….!
This guy has no belief in studying….albeit he passed his +2 he has no idea what Newton’s laws are……..
His parents are very ambitious to see him as a good technical guy……so as to fulfill their ambitions they joined him into one of the premier technical institutions overcoming the hurdles in-between…..
 We can make a horse to go near a pond but we cannot make it to drink water …..The same goes with this guy in the angle of his parents………
At least, to make the horse thirst after reaching the pond, they made Akshay, one of the intelligent and smart guy as his friend so that he could learn at least an infinitesimal that of Akshay’s……
Akhil was considered as rouge, brat etc etc (all synonyms included) by all clan of his and also his neighbors….now-a-days in this society, who doesn’t read and study are considered the same without knowing their inner talent…..
Akhil is good but to say he is a bit mischief too…….
When, he first took some part of oxygen from this atmosphere, he pumped off on the doctor’s face, when the doctor was checking his gender…!!!
Starting from, when he has got no senses to around 12th year he was the same kind doing a lot of mischief in his home and school and were ever he goes mischief followed him as his shadow…!!!
He was very dearest to his parents as he was their only child and he was very well sophisticated by them……he would get whatever he wants as the word comes from his mouth….
From the childhood to his sophomore of graduation he was same at his character and a good thing about him is that he shows utmost respect to his opposite gender….
Albeit he does a lot of monkey business, he never does it with gals…..he will always be away from them (jus as a respect from his monkey things!!!)…..
There is a totally opposite (in gender too!) character in the same class ….Her name is Akshara…..
That lonely, pretty girl who sits in the first bench always…the one who always eats alone and never goes out with anyone..….her face always hidden in her books….
She’s a freak and library is her favorite place in the world…..and I think her only orgasms till date are those from the smell of her precious books! I bet she fantasizes about them at nights!!!
Apart from this side of her the other side is very admiring…..although a freak of books, she finds some time in the mean to talk with her friends ……she has an edge on some of them over other and those some, who talks about academics and study related things (freakiness never endup yarrr :P )…..
She used to be very regular to classes and her notes are considered as Gitaby all……During weekends her home seems to be a tutorial covering up all the week’s syllabus……she used to be very patient and very energetic explaining all the content to her fellows……and during exams there is a superstition that, on the day before exam whole class turns up at her home for the last page of her book and for last precious important words of her….!!!
On a fine afternoon, while both Akshay and Akhil were standing at a familiar tree in their college….a girl in pink Anarkali Salwaar-kammez came to them and asked Akshay whether he had updated the last assignment…..
“Out and out..” Akshay answered.
“Oh….fine thankyou” She said and went away.
On seeing that girl, Akhil’s heart throbbed which was a  very unusual action…….then suddenly without any delay he said “Who is that girl Akshay?”
“Oh …don’t you no?….she is Akshara….studious girl and topper of our batch……”
“Oh …is it sooo..?!”
On the very next day Akhil came to class and all his fellows looked him as a stranger and indeed Akshara too.
Over a fortnight he studied all (not in its actual meaning :P) and knew  about Akshara…….
Although he was not inspired by any stories the background of this girl admired him a lotttt….!!!
After listening about her and seeing her, he was lit up by an idea not only to talk to her but also to study……
As he had done some research about her, he knew that he had only chance to talk about the subject with her……..
A week later he went straight up to her and told her about him and his history and asked her to help him to study………the very next day she enquired Akshay about Akhil, and the story repeats there too……
As she enjoys helping hands to her fellowmen…..she accepts to help him to get through…….!
It’s very fortunate for Akhil, as Akshara is very immediate neighbor to him……Akshay had taken Akshara to Akhil’s home and told his parents that this girl is topper of his class and now she accepts to take responsibility of Akhil to get him through……..
There was a sense of moisture in Akhil’s parents eyes on hearing those words and thanked Akshara for taking their boy as her boy….!!!
From the very next day the schedule was planned by Akshara for Akhil as he should start from the beginning …..Continuous tutorials were conducted at her house by these two people and in a month Akhil had been seriously preparing himself for the semester exams……
These two people studied a lot round the clock and more than him she worked hard to get him through the exams……she used to conduct tests for him …..She was like a teacher to him, but more than that she was like a best friend to him……
From that day any work they do….they both do in………!
After the first semester results, topper remains topper and this guy Akhil got through the exams……As the results were out, the joy of this guy has reached maximum and no one is capable, to stop this guy……
As he came in the sight of Akshara……he was over whelmed…..and there was a sense of moisture in his eyes which resembled a sense of thanks to her…..but the joy and pleasure in her eyes was just infinite……..
Later, the intensity of studying showed, it was like a competition going on in-between these two…..albeit a guru and a student…..two best friends……and now too good competitors’…….!!!
 In spite of being competitors, they never did their work alone and now toothey do in both…!!!
Akhil’s parents are too happy about their ward….his complexity now in reading and his development throughout the span of six months …..This was just because of one character Akshara…….
During the second semester exams……I think their bathing and eating time itself is their sleeping time…….sooo vigorously they both studied for exams……it is not an astonishing point to note about Akshara but about Akhil this point is very worthy to note……
As the results of second sem were out…..Akshara started to look the name in the marks list (not her name…..her name would obviously at the top!) ….she started to see A..k..h..i..l’s name from the bottom of the chart but she did not find it until she reached 5th position……then a thought went on her mind, to see the flunked list and there she searched from top but fortunately she did not find in that list too……!!!
Then again she searched the actual list from that 5th position towards her name and she was amazed, stunned, shocked to see Akhil’s name just below her name and they both were given equal rank as they both got equal marks…..!!!
“Arey baap!……this guy had become rogue^2 from rogue yarrr….!!!”

x